Guess who's not dead. Me.  All my qualms of the recent month are pretty much null and void apart from the fact that the people I'm friends with I'm not ecstatic about spending the next four years of my life with.

I spend most of my time with Carter and Andrew from my German class; the only problem is that I feel like this around the two of them them ( Read more... )

I thought my layout broke for a while there...I guess it just doesn't like to load...ever.

( Cut because no one really wants to read this anyway. )

I honestly can't do any work; it is WAY too damn hot.  (87 Fahrenheit, that's 31 Celsius)  I have 14 (school) days left.  One would think I would be happy but I'm actually extremely anxious because (1) I STILL HAVE SO MUCH WORK! and (2) I'M LEAVING THIS PLACE! As much as I do not like my high school and most everyone is a self absorbed jerk or a ( Read more... )

(Just to let y'all know I still happen to be alive...)

Vacation week...even though it doesn't feel like it because I've been doing things and spending time with people :/

I went to Pittsburgh and officially accepted my acceptance into the university. aka, gave them tons of money :|  I found myself shopping for friends...and I found no one.  Well, ( Read more... )

( Everything's just going behind a cut )

Day-um, where the hell have I been?

lol, probably no one wondered that but me.  I basically got sucked back into roleplaying and a bunch of stuff.  I've got some funny stories to tell, but they actually make me look pathetic, so I'll keep them in my head for a while.

I realized that I love one of my brothers.  And I think he likes me, we've been ( Read more... )

Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television show
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day ( Read more... )

Day 01 → Your favorite song
Day 02 → Your favorite movie
Day 03 → Your favorite television show
Day 04 → Your favorite book
Day 05 → Your favorite quote
Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 → A photo you took
Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day ( Read more... )

Why am I angry all the time, you guys?  This stopped being something funny to look back on, now I'm actually worried about my own self control.

As some people may or may not know, I dropped theater for a multitude of reasons (1) the woman who teaches is one of the worst people I know period. (2) the people in the class and the whole department drive ( Read more... )

Preface, or step one to understanding Jeß's anger:

My school district is a total douchebag.  We're poor as hell and function mainly on state aid.  To my knowledge/from my observation, school spirit/faith in our school is actually quite low.  Almost every year we lose something, like we're now down a French program this year which is sad because I ( Read more... )